In writing, I'm instructed to show and not tell.
Use words which allow the reader to discern what it is I'm saying.
How is it then, that I am so completely blind to seeing God's love - what he is showing - and not telling me?
Of course, he tells me he loves me in his word, the Bible. That's where I struggle to believe because I want to be shown love. Is that wrong?
Jesus said to Thomas: Blessed are those who have not seen and yet believe.
How do I feel his love? By being a channel for it to flow through to others? Perhaps.